conviction addiction
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Tags: fishacoustic

well I done told myself, yknow?
like a thousand times that I don't need this shit no more
just gonna fuck it up again
this'll be like the thousand'th time
and for a moment I think it is just tattered, old and torn

and I swore to myself I'd never do this again
and I was so STRONG in my conviction that for a second I believed every word I said
but so well now I realize that in my own tones I'm still trying to sound convincing
and wondering if I may never find my way

mother-fucking ugh
motherfuckin' ugggggghhhhhh
mother fuckin'
[twitch]
ugggggh, yeah,
motherfuckin' clock strikes at ten
here we go again
it's time to sing and dance with my imaginary friends
who like to tint and blend into realities ends
and tend to depend on -me- to have time to spend on -them-
and when I give up and finally give in?
they just feed me bullshit
tell me what a piece of shit that I am
that I'm just some kind of pussy failure
"go and end it already", he said
"go on, shoot yourself in the face while your fucking hand is still steady"
and I must admit
it sounds a little appealing after all I've been through
solves every single one of my problems but that shit it just wont work for you.
you want me here for years focused on every fear
just fucking sitting here wiping away every one of these fucking tears
like it was nothing.
like I could just ignore it and laugh?
think I didn't fucking try that?
now they're fucking kickin' my ass,
so- what now Mr. I'm-so-Smart-and-Intelligent?
you've got a million answers, eh? not a single one of 'em relevant.
and I could fuckin' kill you for thinking you're better than me
could you walk a fucking mile in these callous-covered feet?
cause the money ain't in the cure- no, it's in the relief
it's just accommodating your needs for just a couple of weeks
and then it's right back down to the pharmacy to dish out a little more cheese
give in a little more to our economy's greed
put shit in your body you know you don't fuckin' need
I do the same thing except I purchase mine from the street
while you spend $90 a bottle, poppin' prescriptions like E
I get an 8 hour break from 2 puffs of this weed

and I swore to myself I'd never do this again
and I was so STRONG in my conviction that for a second I believed every word I said
but so well now I realize that in my own tones I'm still trying to sound convincing
and wondering if I may never find my way

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